Instead, we turned off the cams and had sex on Day 18, with no one watching and the connection between us came back. Just as expected. We’re still having sex, but not making a production out of it.

From: Twitter Follower @PassionNights

What made you start your own site? I started my own site because I had a lot of fans who wanted to keep up-to-date with me and I decided to just have one place where they can come back to for updates.

What does your site have to offer your fans? It’s a place where my fans can keep up-to-date with me regarding anything new in my life through my blog, watch a few videos, leave me a message and  a place to educate people about female ejaculation.

When was the first time you ever ejaculated? I wrote all about it in my blog. You will find it under the ABOUT section.

What are your turn ons that make you squirt? I squirt from g-spot stimulation as well as clitoral but my biggest orgasms cum from penetration whether it be fingers, toys or a penis. There is a free video on my site where I’m stimulating both my clitoris and g-spot and had an intense squirting orgasm. You will find that under MOVIES.

Do you have a favorite fetish? You mean what is my fetish or what type of fetish that my fans have that I love to share with them? I have several fetishes, a man’s forearms believe it or not, turns me on. Bald heads too and military men. As for my fan’s fetishes, my favorite would be smoking, because I get pleasure from smoking and knowing they get pleasure watching me turns me on.

Can fans see you on Cam? Absolutely! I have two sites. The first one is where Sandi-Squirts was born, my birthplace so to speak. It’s called iFriends. There is a huge collection of pictures and high definition movies in my fanclub dating back from 2005. I still show up there from time to time.  The second place is called Cammodels. I’m still new there (about 1 year) and love it. They’ve just recently launched my GOLD CLUB where members could join for discounts as well as access to my XXX vids, some never before seen.

How can fans spoil you and send you gifts? My wishlist is listed under my blog at my site but some fans send me special gifts that they pick out on their own by asking for my mailing address. I’m more of a giver than a receiver but I sure do feel special when I receive gifts. As a matter of fact, the picture you see above, I just received as a gift from a very generous member, I love it!

Do you interact with fans? How can they reach out to you? i love interacting with my fans, that’s why I go on cam and have my chat nights where we just all hang out, get to know each other, make friends and form a bond. It’s not all about business for me, I use my chat room as a form of social networking. My fans can email me, leave me a message on my site, follow me on Twitter or call me through my fanclub.

Do you have love for Passion Nights? All my nights are full of passion!

Do I mind being promoted? Not at all!  Especially when it comes to delivering traffic to my site, it’s a win-win situation. They deliver the traffic, I do the work, we all make money. BUT what I do have a problem with is that they are using my copyrighted image and tweeting as if they were me. This person is making me look like a cheap, inconsiderate, classless, drug addict with a bad personality and character. Just read some of the tweets:

If I were fightin, I’d listen to Spice Girls B4 a fight. Nothing makes me feel like beating da fuck out of someone like 2 Bcum 1 <– Violent

If you can’t amaze people with your intelligence, confuse’em with your bullshit or show’em your tits! <— Classless

Random shit on a random day in a randomm world. Would someone just watch me screw myself silly on cam, just for a minute? <– Desperate

I want to take a shit on Dick Chenys doorstep. <— Rude

Just woke up on the floor thinking someone just had sex with me. Come to think of it, how’d I get on the floor? <— Cheap

Woke up to dead toy batteries, so I fuked myself oldschool styles, smoked my hash pipe, played Ghero and downloaded porn. <– Drugs?

Its time to pop a pill and trip out to the max. #ecstasy <– Drugs?

Someone just DMed me a pic of someone doing a corpse. They get a high five! <– Bullshit

I speak English and I love to perform. I should be out performing those Latvian cam girls’. You would think’ <– Prejudiced & Insulting

I’ve contacted Twitter about this and nothing has been done, nor do I believe anything will be done about it.  I politely asked the impersonator to remove my copyright image and he is still using it.  I’m pretty pissed off about that, livid actually!  I’m angry and upset that he is able to get away with using my image. I have just reported a DMCA take down notice to Twitter. This is my second attempt in communicating with them and I’m  hoping he removes my image. I don’t want my image to be associated with his garbage tweets!

What do you think and how would you feel?

My twitter: http://twitter.com/SandiSquirts

***UPDATE: My image has been removed by Twitter from the imposter’s account. Mission Accomplished!

To the one who goes by Sandi,

Do you have a fucking pact with the devil?  Or is it a pact with God?  I don’t know what life you have lived in recent weeks, but something in you is new.  I felt tonight as if I caught my first breath of you, as if I had never known you, as if I had always known you.  Looking into your eyes, I fell off the highest peaks of the cruelest mountains.  Your smile spread out over your thick lips, and the tidal waves of centuries came crashing down on the loneliest souls on earth, embracing them, devouring them – as you do.  As you take in the hearts of the world’s isolated travelers, the hungry hearts, the broken spirits – you mend them.  You melt their hardened defenses, you kiss their wounds with your squeaks, you lick their deformity with your chocolate cake, and, on the altar of their sins, you grant them salvation.  And that is why they will always return, and be there for your birthday, and throw money at you – because they need to try to thank you for reminding us that we are ALIVE, for shining the brightest beacon of forgiveness into our lives – you absolve with your courage.

-S.W

Thank you!

I recently watched Extreme Makeover Weight Loss Edition, an American television show where Chris Powell, a fitness and training expert helps contestants who are super obese reach their goal of losing about 50% of their body weight in 365 days. It was very inspiring to follow their struggle –  especially at the start of their program, where they are sweating, huffing and puffing, crying and almost giving up, only to be pushed even harder. At the end of the one-hour show the contestant would reveal to his friends and family his transformation.

WOW! I can’t help but get teary-eyed.  Then I thought to myself, wtf? “Why can’t I apply the same principles and just quit smoking!?” If they can lose so much weight through hard work, why can’t I go through the same struggle? I think my biggest fear is FAILURE.

I’m what you call a “hardcore smoker”, meaning I smoke about 2 packs (Canadian cigarettes have 25 cigarettes per pack) a day if not more! My first cigarette is when I wake up and my last smoke is in bed just before falling asleep.  I don’t even know what it is like to be a non-smoker. I’ve smoked since I was 14 years old. I would even smoke when I was ill. Nothing could keep me away from my cigarettes.

So, what brings me here today? I have been thinking for the past few weeks (since my last attempt at quitting) keep trying!  Last night I had a  strange feeling in my chest where someone grabbed a hold of my heart and starting squeezing the hell out of it. It hurt real bad and scared me. It was like my body was trying to tell me something. My first thought was, “Oh oh, I better quit smoking man, I could be getting a heart attack”  Then it happened again and I could hear my voice saying, “every cigarette is killing you”.  I have to get this monkey off my back! Who cares if I get cold sweats, who cares if  I won’t be able to concentrate, who cares if I become a bumbling fool who can’t even put two words together, who cares if I get moody and want to throw things or cry my eyes out. I know all too well what the withdrawal symptoms are going to be like (at least for me) because I’ve gone through them almost four times this year. This year has been the only year where I tried quitting so many times. This is going to be my 5th time and hopefully my final attempt.

Is there ever a good time to quit? No. I could always find an excuse why I shouldn’t quit today. I was thinking about the Montreal Jazz Festival which begins in a few days and how it wouldn’t be a good time to quit because I will be missing out on the festivities. Last week wasn’t a good time because I had to finalize my taxes (deadline was June 15th) and so on… I should quit today and stay quit.

On a final note, cigarettes are highly addictive, don’t ever start!

When did your artistic vocation start? In the Year 2005.

How were the first steps? By accident, I was surfing the internet and found a website asking for cam models and I decided to try it.

Artistically, where do you point? What do you mean where do I point? North?

Was the popularity passport doing erotic movies? No, my personality is the popularity passport. I am just being myself and some people love it and others hate it. The fact that I am very open-minded and would try anything at least once is another. I like to push the envelope sometimes and go beyond what is normal.

In which way coming to USA changed your senses? I was born and live in Canada and I love my country.

What do you listen on the radio? And what do you watch on T.V.? Why? I don’t use radio anymore the music is boring, I listen to satelite radio or get music from other sites. I watch Crime television because it stimulates me.

Which one was the first book you read? The Bible. I’m Catholic.

Which book was the last one you read? Savannah Spectres, it’s about true ghost stories found in the State of Georgia. Savannah to be precise.

What kind of music have you been listening lately? My musical tastes are eclectic, I like all music.

How do you take care of your body? I smoke, I sleep a lot and sometimes I have sex, that’s my exercise.

What is sandi-squirts.net? Tell us about it: It’s my blog site where all my fans can follow me and learn more about it, It’s free and occasionally I put up some of my porn videos. New visitors can sign up to my camsite and hang out with me while I’m live too. I like to party online and I need company.

Describe yourself in a few words. Crazy, funny, down-to-earth, generous and speak my mind.

What do you want public to feel when they watch you? I want them to smile and be happy and occasionally touch themselves.

Which artist would you like to work with? Leonard Cohen but I don’t think he would want to work with me. I just want to have tea with him and listen to his stories.

At this moment, what are you doing artistically? I stopped making movies, so artistically I’m not doing anything much.

What modifies being a sexy woman? Personality and brains.

Being an icon in cinematographic industry, What does it mean for you? I’m flattered but I’m not an icon. I’m just a regular girl and I don’t seek fame.

Orgasm or multi-orgasmic, what do woman prefer? Multi-Orgasmic! I’m Sandi_Squirts!

What kind of things do you imagine doing in 20 years’ time? Owning a cafe.

Your future projects? Quitting the business.

What would you like to be asked about, but no one ever did? Would you rather be blind or deaf?

Define Sandi Squirts, just in one Word. Geisha

A dream that hasn’t came ? World Peace

Set a topic, and talk about what you want. Okay, I went to the store today to ask for a calling card so I can call a friend in the United States. I bought one from the same store last night but the guy at the cash was not the same one. He said he didn’t have any calling cards and I told him, “sure you do”, he said, “No, I don’t” and I said, “sure you do, stop being lazy and look for one because I bought one last night” and I thought to myself what a lazy ass. So he looked and he found one. I told him to consider how lucky he was to have a job because I know so many people that would love to have a job and here he was being lazy. I hate lazy people.

Which of the most known figures would you have liked to work? Keanu Reeves. He’s Canadian, he’s cute and he’s lonely.

Let’s imagine your life as a movie, which moments can’t be missing? Everything!

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I thought the day you “hung out” and refused to do shows was flippin’ awesome. Your by far the most real person on this site.

I’m a psych major, and as such am curious about everything. I was wondering if I could ask you some questions about how this site has affected you personally, since you were so upfront about it.

My reply:

NO problem sweetie, I have an idea. You ask the questions, send them to me via email and I answer them and post them on my site. I think ppl would like to know too. What say you?

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Ok, you mentioned the other day you get “de-sensitized”. Does that mean that masturbation is less physically pleasurable? Or does it not excite you mentally?

When I say I get de-sensitized especially after a show, that means that I’m “over-stimulated” physically. In short, my erogenous zones are feeling a little  numb. I’m  very sensitive both physically and mentally. The slightest touch or the right words can throw me into ecstasy but sometimes I overdo it and my body doesn’t respond as it should. The mental excitement is always there but sometimes my body has to catch up.

I’m sure your placed in some uncomfortable situations. How do you deal with that, and what sort of things were you uncomfortable with when you joined that don’t phase you now?

Nothing really phases me as I’m the type of girl that loves to try new things at least once just to see how it feels. I will never allow myself to be placed in and uncomfortable situation in my line of work. The moment I feel uncomfortable is the moment I stop and politely apologize and decline the request, sometimes not so politely lol.  But I do have an interesting story. I remember when I first started camming I had a member ask me to take all of his money. I’ve never heard of Financial Domination and couldn’t fathom actually making someone go broke for me.  I thought to myself, “okay, let me try this” and  failed miserably. “Are you sure you want me to take all your money?”, “I feel bad to have you go broke and starve just for me”, “Sorry, I don’t think I can do this, why don’t you donate the money instead?” I felt so guilty! That was 5 years ago. Now, I’m laughing my ass off at how worried I was for the guy and his money. After some  research on the topic, I realized that this was an actual fetish!  It really exists! Heck, if I’m not going to do this, someone else will!  You want to give me your money? You want to go broke for me? Click EXCLUSIVE!

What made you want to get into this line of work? Do you enjoy it?

Nothing and no one made me get into this line of work. I just actually fell upon it one day while on the internet (still not sure how I got there really) and decided to try it. I thought it was a scam but like I said before, I’ll try anything once. Well, lo and behold! I loved it!  The rest is history. You can follow my journey here: http://sandi-squirts.net/main/today-5-years-ago-anniversary-of-camming/

How do people react when you tell them what you do? Do you ever find it embarrassing to tell people in real life? Has it changed how you act in public (for example, after I masturbate I feel like everyone knows I just did- do you feel like that at all?)

90% of the people are taken aback and don’t really approve of what I do. They call me a dirty whore.  I’m not embarassed to tell people what I do but I don’t walk around with a banner telling everyone either. I use the “need to know basis” when considering telling people what I do. Is it really necessary? Here is a more in depth rant at how it has affected my personal life. http://sandi-squirts.net/main/rant-guys-driving-me-crazy-beginning-to-feel-something-is-wrong-with-me/ It has not changed the way I act in public and I’ve never felt ashamed that I masturbate. I do it all the time. I did it today as a matter of fact.

What do you prefer to be called professionally (cam girl, personal performer, etc.)?

Geisha.

What kind of music do you like ? How does that compare to the music you play in your room (and how does music in general help out your room/shows.)

I love all genres of music. I have eclectic tastes. What you hear in my room is the type of music I feel like listening to at that time. Music creates an atmosphere and sometimes I like to incorporate it into my shows because I “feel” the music. The other day I had a pretty long show with a member and the soft, sensual sounds coming out of my speakers combined with his words created an amazing atmosphere and connection which made my climax out of this world!

Do you enjoy your job more now or when you started? How was starting out? I imagine the learning curb was pretty steep (being that there’s not exactly a “how-to” guide or director to speak of)

Great question! I think I enjoyed my work more when I first started because everything was so new to me. Trying different things was very exciting and I still look for that “something something” that I’ve never experienced online.  I bore easily, especially when someone asks me to spread em and fuck myself until I cum. What’s that? The difference between now and then is that NOW, I choose my shows. I use to want to do every show or request asked of me but not today. I like my shows to be creative, original, intriguing, kinky or just make a connection with someone.  I have no problems kicking people out of my room if I don’t feel some sort of connection.

What types of considerations go into choosing rates for your room? How much of your rates do you get (both gold and norm) and how much go to the site? Do you sometimes resent the site taking a cut from everything you’ve earned?

Depending on my mood, if I’m feeling generous, I may lower my price but I’m worth every penny and I’m not saying that to be conceited. I’m saying this because I know what I have to offer and after 5 years of doing this and the many rave reviews I’ve received, no one has ever been disappointed. I have a variety of fans from students to businessmen.  Some can’t afford me which is understandable and I usually offer group shows for those that don’t have the budget to visit me one on one. I just recently moved from another camming site where I was able to offer group shows for my fans and this new site I’m on is working on possibly having the same kind of set up. We’ll just have to wait and see if it comes to fruition.

At the other site I was working , I was getting a 50-50 cut on my earnings. This new site, I recieve 35% of my total earnings and I do not resent the fact that this site keeps 65%. They are not just pocketing the money they make from me and all the other girls, they actually buy traffic and spend alot on advertising and they have a great support team.  I just recently quit the “other site” and the difference between these two sites: I rather get 35% of something than 50% of nothing.

I’ve heard that cam performers build up a base of regular customers. How do your interactions change with them as opposed to someone who’s new or infrequent?

I treat everyone the same, however if you are rude to me I don’t care if you have a million dollars to spend, I will ignore you. I have built up a great fan base and to be honest, I’ve known them for 5 years and when I see them in my room I give them priority. Even if they don’t spend any money, they are my friends, people whom I care about, people that have given me some of the best memories online and I hold them dear to my heart. In this business there are those that will come and go and those that will follow you wherever you go. If I see my fan’s face in the crowd, I will recognize them and acknowledge them first and people have to understand that I have a history with them. Spend 5 years with me and see what I mean.

How do you view your customers? I feel like some models really look forward to seeing them, and others look down on them and are just out to get their money.

See above post.

Do you feel your customer’s appreciate you, or do they only see you as a “sex goddess” or “disposable barbie”. The other day you said there’s more to you than just a cam girl; is that the impression many people give you?

I’m so very glad that you actually listen to me when I speak! Wow, I’m impressed! Yes, at times I do feel disposable which is probably normal in this line of business  depending on why these customers come to this site. There are a few that actually want to get to know me for me and spend time with me without any nudity whatsoever. I’ve met many like this over the years and they make me feel human. That’s why I keep coming back.

How much does it suck having to get dressed over and over for short shows? Does it annoy you sometimes when people do short shows? What’s the cutoff for a “short” show? What’s normal?

I really enjoy your questions! Yes it really “sucks” to get dressed over and over again for short shows and can get annoying but this is the business and the show must go on. The average show is 7 mins  but I’ve been with members in show for over 8 hours. There is no norm.

During just the short time I spent in your room, I realized there is a great deal of rudeness directed at you (like some people don’t care what you think or look down on you). How do you deal with that in your room, and how does it affect you personally?

Depending on my mood once again, I usually shrug it off and ignore them or fight back lol. It keeps my job interesting and I think I’ve developed a pretty thick skin when dealing with those types. If I’m in a good mood, I’ll play around with it a little, if I’m in a bad mood I turn into a BIATCH! It doesn’t personally affect me. You can’t be everything to everyone all the time. Some people will hate me, some will love me, here’s a great quote to finish off what I’m trying to say: Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are.
John Wooden

What do you see in your future? Do you feel like this is something you can do long-term, or do you have something else planned? Is there a stigma against people who are not exactly “spring chickens” performing on cams? Does it affect their business greatly (obviously, it’s just speculation from you unless you know someone like that ;P)

5 years and still going strong! Well, kind of  lol. I’m still enjoying what I do and can see myself doing this for ummmmmm, another 5 years? Anyone can do this from 18 year old to 70 year olds. There is a market for all ages but I’m sure it does affect business depending on what age category you are in.

I realize there’s enough questions to fill a book there, but so little is known by anyone and those are the questions (truthfully, far more than I originally realized lol) that I have. You undoubtedly already know this, but feel free to not answer anything that would hurt your business or get you in trouble with the site. The last thing I would want is you to catch shit for my curiosity. Make your responses as long as you want or as short; they are about YOU, so express anything you wish, and don’t feel rushed.

Thank you again, this is a ton and I consider a great personal favor ;P

It was a pleasure answering your questions and I’m glad you asked them. Feel free to ask me more questions in the future. I’m looking forward to them! This is a great way to have others understand me and the business. Thanks!

Okay my turn to plug my business lol.

Join Sandi_Squirts’ Cam! If you enjoy conversation and a little fun from time to time, feel free to sign up to my cam page. Just lick, I mean click the link above for your free instant access! I will be hosting for 24 hours straight or will try to TODAY! Come see me and cheer me on!